limerance

i processed my feelings by writing a song... and then posted it like an idiot. i hope to god he never sees this but I'm stuck in ^^^

Intro

Last night I met a guy

6’2 brown hair, brown eyes

Just my type

We have the same autistic quirks

We laughed at all each other’s jokes

He listened to every word I spoke

We fucked twice

I looked into his eyes

It was so intimate

Now I’m in limerance

Chorus

Why can’t I just be normal

Why am I so obsessive

You’d think after so many times

That I would have learned my lesson

Limerance

Verse

Sat in the hot tub, then swam in the pool

Wrapped my legs around him, and we stared at the moon

I texted my therapist after

I don’t know what to do

I’m obsessed, I’m a mess

I’m in limerance

Chorus

Why can’t I just be normal?

Why am I so obsessive?

It hit me like a ton of bricks

I am stuck in limerance

Bridge

He doesn’t like making plans, but I do

And so we made a compromise, a little resolu-

tion sounds so much like absolution

Which is what his lips feel like against my skin

I’m afraid I’ve dived straight in

To limerance

Chorus

Why can’t I just be normal?

Why am I so obsessive?

You’d think after so many times

That I would have learned my lesson

Limerance

Outro

I need to be patient and see how it goes

But he’s already saved as “future husband” inside my phone

God, I hope this works out

I do every time

But this one feels different

Maybe it’s just the limerance…